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FEVER

by Jason McCue

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1.
She found a book that told her how to overlook the parts of human sin and mortal skin that Daddy crucified and bought in To the pull and ritual and beautiful sacrificial display of full dismantle of corruption from above (Daddy said "get out of this house, you blasphemous little jerk" So she wandered her neighborhood streets until she found her local church) Without a Touch of grace of old LaVey who possessed her then to say that Jesus would’ve frowned upon the evil of the Holy Ones, she found a statue of the saint, the one whose patron was spray paint, and decorated both his eyes with the sour number 6 three times (Daddy wondered what had happened to the little girl he raised Worried what neighbors might have to say of how his kid behaved...) He went and Looked around the tiny town and found his daughter’s white night gown She must’ve ditched, that little bitch is naked and insane for all the People to predict and for the artists to depict in all the Papers to convict him of neglect, inflicting shame (Following her tracks, he entered the woods where darkness rang him in Seeming frightened and bit overwhelmed, he found an old cabin) He reached and Creaked the door a crack before he found what she had in store Like Abraham, she was the lamb, in the center of a pentagram Surrounding skulls of animals and compatible concrete candles Littered the floor, a satanic whore laid naked in the central pore (Muttering a Latin phrase to herself, she looked serenely sad Her new master wasn’t conjured at all... Unless the Devil was her dad!) She found a knife that would bring solace to her life To make the Devil go back down to where he came from, and the sound Of all her screams of “Discedere ad inferos” filling where they made the sacrifice That horrid night lives in the past and with the light. Da da da da da!
2.
Mistakes 02:11
I see it in your eyes this time, the route that’s best for you. I know it when you sign your crime, Mistakes are meant for you. I’ve been inside your mind, your eyes are not the best of you. You’re waiting for divine white lies To show you what to do.
3.
An Interlude 00:56
"Break, break, break At the foot of thy crags, O Sea! But the tender grace of a day that is dead Will never come back to me."
4.
THE PLAYER: "Oh my God, what a big ol’ mess I’ve made For everyone, my position tragically is For no one, such a pessimistic outlook, I’m no fun. I’m the lunatic out in the sun. Oh Sweeetie, dissonance is in your blood and You look like someone took away our favorite toy, You loved, you are sick open yourself to me, Sweeetie, I am not the enemy, you know…"
5.
Soccer 02:30
Hey, how are you this morning, you were acting strange last night. You were all over that guy with the blue cool E-Cig. Yeah, that’s right. I was thinking of that memory that we both share of the time We played soccer in your backyard and you fell down and cried. I will leave you, you’ll want me to, we were never meant to Grow up.
6.
Stable 03:21
What a way to tear myself apart To destroy this work of art That I thought I completed, I thought I Was the man, the one whose helping hand Would later be celebrated, but in reality, I feel hated. What a way to say I’m vulnerable To what might seem stable To what might seem like everything’s okay... Okay, you’re right, it can’t work from this far, We’re just too long apart But maybe in a different life, we’ll see. Oh my God, what have I done? How could I lose that love? Now, I drown both of my lungs Until I cough up rum. What a way to lose my best friend Such a climactic end. I’m so sick of telling myself "It’s alright, it was bound to happen, If not this fashion” and every cliche I can imagine.
7.
THE PLAYER: "Yeah you were hot, as you came through The gathering last Tuesday. I know I saw your face that night. You wore your black raincoat, yeah THAT night. Over your sweater. Yeah you were sad, as you went back Over to the doctor and He filled your prescription All the way, he played your mind I played your heart. Sweeetie. Yeah, you got played."
8.
An Infant 02:15
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9.
Unkind 03:33
I’ve been thinking of everything I’ve ever said and thought And of people that I knew If you try it sometime, you’ll realize that you Have no point of view Baby You know you are Someone else’s dream Someone who would seem Unkind If you keep up with all your destructive tendencies, You will just get more depressed. And you’ll be full of guilt When you have no control. When the Fever is addressed. Baby You know you have Nothing left to hide Nothing, ‘cause you’ve been Unkind And you know that you’ve been Watching every television, making every no-decision, have another hit before the bud starts to quit before you stop until tomorrow and it starts all over again. I’ve been wondering what it would take to be happy And also what “happy” is Because if I could quantify a feeling, It would be negative Baby You know you’re the Song I almost heard Or something as absurd Some kind You’re fine Because you’re unkind
10.
Way Out West 02:22
You were in love with everything Until you went to school Until you went away I was just trying to bring You back into your cool Back to where you’re okay I understand everything, but please talk to me. I feel so helpless from this far, so helpless that I can’t Help you with all you’ve got Here, I am thinking of you, Of everything you do Of the place where I’m not I think we can make it, but talk to me. Maybe I’m being unfair, but I’ve had enough. I have no idea what you are Always going through But I’d like to know It’s like I’m always in the wrong This can’t go on too long It’s long enough to show I’ll lose my mind if I don’t Talk to you.
11.
Garden 01:10
I can take you far away Before the water comes to stay To flood your city Flood your pretty Hair out of the way You are such a specimen of broken life and beauty in This rotten town, This sorry place you came from. Be as patient as the walls that confine you And keep the law You start to worry, start to call For someone that you know Drink the liquid, drink our poison All that alcoholic noise, and All your pride that’s all inside that Garden you have loved.
12.
The Fever 00:45
It's hard to be patient when all you think about is all you can think about
13.
Val's Dead! 03:35
Valerie, wait up for me. You can’t go yet, I’m not ready. Valerie, can you see me? I can see you just perfectly. Valerie, please marry me before the monster steals away your teeth. Valerie, under your tree, we’ll sleep forever in serenity. I don’t care about your hair, you’re just as pretty as you used to be. Remember when we first met? Do you remember that, Valerie? Your dad died in '69, it’s been so long, will you remember him? Your teeth are chattering, it won’t be this cold in Heaven. Valerie, please don’t leave; I know you have to, but I can be a thief. I won’t stall, I won’t be long. I’ll be with you soon Valerie. Until then I’ll have you in my dreams. I’ll be with you soon Valerie. I’ll be with you soon Valerie.
14.
That's the girl that doesn't ever change That's my world without any Mistakes As I swirl inside and fluctuate, taking my time Now I feel so happy I could cry Now, I've healed with no money supply That's the girl that I just want to tie Around my eyes That's my own fault that I am alone Without no one to pick up the phone So I go back to the store and moan That I'm just fine Let's begin without looking backwards Let's be inside our own chapter Let's pretend just like we are actors Reading a line That's the girl that doesn't ever change

about

Welcome to FEVER,
I try to tell a story through the song order, titles, characters, voices, etc, and hope the overlying themes come through clear.
So please enjoy! Let me know what you think of it (unless you think it sucks).

-Jason

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released April 22, 2016

Artwork/banjo in “Sweeetie (The Player)": Pieter Vandenkieboom
Mastering: Dan Siper

Monologue in "An Interlude": Excerpt from "Break, Break, Break" by Alfred, Lord Tennyson, published in 1842

Special Thanks/LotsOfLove to:

Dan, Katie, and Alex for letting me know I like to make music.

Rosie, Frankie, and Adam for being forced to love me and stuff.

Prince.

Whoever lives in the room next to the study cubical where I recorded this in my dorm building: You heard some weird noises coming from my mouth.

Wazooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

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Jason McCue Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Jason is an alternative folk musician

“He had filled up the entirety of the Sky Church with a banquet of characters and emotions and, I believe, the soft buzz that emanates from a group of people trying to hold onto a moment.” - Seattle Weekly

His intricate finger-picking and soaring hypnotizing vocals were undeniable, reverberating throughout the hushed room.” - KEXP Blog
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